Browsing about on Twitter usually pulls up some interesting articles on subjects close to my heart, and then a few that stike fear into it:
26 reasons why I am worthless. No, each point is certainly worthwhile, and does make you reflect on what you have actually done in the last while. I need to practice my practice, and feel worthy of swinging it around. There are many ways in which I have been trying to work on this, namely Cognitive Behavioral Therapy, downloading software/buying equipment that I might be able to work at home, developing a daily structure that I find works for me (and then losing it and finding it and losing it again…).
I certainly lack consistency. This is not something that will change overnight – I know keeping myself happy, busy and focused is a bit of an issue, so I guess I work on all of that. Bit by bit.